Childhood leukaemia – Guilt

Was it my fault?

Why him and not me?

Why didn’t I know?

How long had he been sick for?

I had been telling people how lazy Andrew was because he often refused to walk. I had been hard on him telling him he couldn’t have a piece of cake in the café unless he walked around the nature trail without me having to carry him. I was frustrated that all he wanted to do was sit and watch TV listlessly. I was annoyed that he wasn’t settling into pre-school and was teary because this was finally time I

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